current animation project and gay dumbeldore

i checked mail on yahoo and found out about gay dumbeldore news from JK.
that's why im here to update my journal on DA.??!!! haha

it really depends on how ppl look at it. sexual orientation, skin color, racism
belief, religion, good or evil, to simply happiness sadness, live and death.
it's adult topic i belief.. and i personally thing that
JK introduced it all in her novel.
she killed her characters. showing candy moments indulging in warm hugs hot mugs
and sharing wicked confectionaries with friends and some cruelty death or love ones a
lost of an ear~badd moments (uh ahaha*).
it's a blessing to be capable of showing the world what you see in your head.. behind
your eyes.
i just love it that her dumbeldore is gay. im glad she's so open minded. she's always been
like that and this is even more.. and somehow i smiled for this.

what restricted me from drawing. honestly sometimes my fear in ppl criticism of my work
keeps me in my closet. sometimes i draw what ppl want to see.. not what i wanted to see.
i make what ppl might like.. not what i like to make. that's the heaviest factor that keeps me
away from art. i dont want to be amature forever.. i want to earn a living on doing what i love.
but yeah. dumbeldore is gay .out of the love that JK didnt denied or disregard her character's
existance/ her imagination. she told the world what she sees without distorting it.
she didnt hide and holds no fear to give honor to her beloved characters in her imagination.
i know it's stupid but somehow it makes me more alive
it's not the gay thing that's important. it's just the feeling that is in. me think.
it's not about going against the world or try to be odd or anything. may be..
it's a talk about not to feel ashame of your nature? lol okay right .. my nature is weird.
but yeah.. im learning to fear less and step up create more so we can enjoy and have
interesting new things to see be open minded so you will see many things.
feel like a child who has no anti-thoughts so you can feel the raw excitement
that you have lost over time speading on this earth. learn new things find out more..
like you never know it before. well but this depends on how you want to live your life~

anyhow this news

gives me more peace to love myself for what i see in my head.

and cheers to our gay head master. i dont care if i will ever make a living on doing some anime
or art that has some gay touchy feeling. i'll just keep making my art out.
ph 3 ph 4 bla bla if i still have a drive for it. it's my sketchbook,,my playground.


about ph3 i said a long while ago that i was engaging in making it. unfortunately i have not been working
on it recently. but dont worry fanart folks. we are still breathing. i'll get back to it as soon as my
school animation project is done. how can i ever stop doing my little nonsense ph clips. i can never get enough.

i'd been busy doing animation project to fin my first school year. i'd leant a lot about how the real
production work flow really is like. and get my way of working into more formal and right way.

it's really challenging coz the work load i picked on doing is really killing.
but i'll definitely show it to you guys after i'd done it. which is a promise lol that you shall see it or i wont pass
my first year.
and ofcourse.. ph3 is something i never forget to get back to.

keep shining and be happy folks. do your drawing as if you do it on your happy saturday and sunday. God bless